Sunday, January 8, 2012

Dark & Twisty?!

Once upon a time I was happy. My memory is failing me with recognizing which wrong turn was the one I took that got me here. The peculiar thing is that once upon another time... "here" is where I fought to be... but for some reason, it seems like this is the wrong place to be and it's also the wrong time.

I am confused, angry, lonely and sad. I don't know how to turn it around except by running away from it all... but will anyone follow me? I'm too much of a chicken to think about the answer.

Maybe I'm just being stubborn, maybe I already know the answers to all my questions but I just don't have the courage to pursue the right path because the wrong one was also the easier one.

I don't know...

I just know I want to be happy again. The "Happiness hit her like a train on a track" happy. Is that ever going to be possible? Or am I forever stuck with being dark & twisty?

1 comment:

  1. Tell me about it, but who ever said that life is fair!!!!!!!!